Ang daming laman ng ulo ko ngayon pero I can't collate them together to make a good post. Too many topics pero walang katawan. I don't how to elaborate pero gusto kong ilabas. Pero sige na nga. I'll try.
Topic 1:
How can you assess kung happy ka pa sa work mo? Actually hindi ko nga alam. I like the work atmosphere (sometimes hindi masyado haha), okay at masaya kami ng mga katrabaho ko and I have a good boss. Ang ayoko lang 'yung sahod haha. Saka maliit lang 'yung nakikita kong room for improvement here. Parang pang bedspacer lang, u-belt style.
There are times kasi na pag-pinaguusapan na 'yung career parang lumulubog ako ng very light lang naman lalo na pag-usapang sweldo. Pwede bang next topic na lang? Haha.
Topic 2:
Will you pursue a friendship when you feel that its not healthy for the both of you? Now, I am not really comfortable with our set-up and I think ganun din siya. I am partnered and all I wanted is friendship. At alam niya 'yun. I think he's just hopeful that one day things will turn on his favor kaya siguro he keeps on holding on.
I really like to make friends especially sa mga taong katulad ko. Feeling ko kasi hindi ako istranghero and we can relate to each other. I'm so thankful naman nung nakilala ko siya, and one of the things na pinasasalamatan ko is 'nung inintroduced niya ko sa circle of friends niya. Masaya silang kasama and i really enjoy their company. Napalapit na din ako sa kanila kaso kasi minsan I feel na ginagawa na niyang dahilan 'yung mga friends niya para pumayag ako sa gusto niya.
Topic 3:
Living inside the closet. Nasa loob pa rin ako ng aparador pero bukas na ang pinto haha. Hindi kasi kumpleto ang saya kapag nasusuffocate ka na ng naptalina. The hardest part eh 'yung umamin ka sa pamilya mo na mag-aapat na taon ko nang pinaghahandaan. Ang dami kasing nagiging limitasyon, ang daming pwedeng masaktan. Pero kailan pa Keso? Kailan pa?
Minsan sabi ko na lang sa sarili ko, kailan kaya ako icoconfront ng magulang ko at sasabihin saking, "Anak, wag ka sanang mabibigla, pero isa kang bakla.."
At sana nga, kahit sa anung paraan man nila matuklasan ang lihim ko, maging okay pa rin ang lahat. =']
on topic 3: the right time will come. i assure you. may maaapektuhan for sure but they'll understand.
ReplyDeleteon topic 2: why do you think it isnt healthy for both of you? i guess, what im trying to say here is, communication is the key to everything pagdating sa relationships, platonic man yan o romantic
on topic 1: as long as you're happy, ok na yun. kahit maliit ang suweldo.lols
on the picture: badette si guy kase may dildo yung pic..lols..yun agad ang nakita ko..hahahah
LOLs, dildo agad? laundry lint remover ata yun.
Delete@mark joe
ReplyDeletetopic 3: sana nga. at sana malapit na rin yang time na yan. =]
topic 2: gusto niya kasi is more than friendship.. effort pa din siya, doing something tingin niya sweet at kung anu-ano pa. ang pangit kasi tingnan. and i think hindi na appropriate.
topic 1: minsan kasi ang happiness galing sa pera. lols.
(pati sa pic may comment? haha) tama ka diyan. di ba fleshjack yun? haha. di pa kasi ko nakakakita nun sa tunay na buhay. =]
san yang kwartong cluttered? gusto ko tulungan si kuya magligpit :)
ReplyDeletetopic 1: ganyan din ako dati. pokerface pag trabaho at sweldo na ang usapan.
ReplyDeletetopic 2: oo nga bakit unhealthy? off ka na sa closeness niya sa'yo dahil?
topic 3: no comment. hehe
about the guy that wants more than the friendship you offer:
ReplyDeletebaka kasi nahihiya lang s'yang sabihin na "ay miss na kita to deeeeeeath! bar tayooooo!!! yiiiiiii!!!" *sabay convulsion to death s'ya after sending you the text* wahahaha chos lang! :D lalo ko lang ata ginugulo utak mo. whahaha!
pero ganito: how did you say nga na it's "unhealthy"?
okay, both of you may be connecting, but at this point you have a partner. you're not single. what he's doing might put a stain on your relationship. okay, i'm not saying it isn't possible to be friends with someone who initially likes you more than friends but, may dangers pa din.
okay, lalo ko lang yata pinapagulo utak mo. haha sorry.
but think about this: what you saw in him, totoo ba yan? or is it just him putting his best foot forward?
gosh, lalo ko lang ata pinagulo. haha!
pero yes, tama din si mark joe. super clear dapat sa kanya na wala ka ng ibang gusto sa kanya kundi friendship lang.
--teka bigla ko nabasa comment mo sa taas. you have to be clear with this guy na friendship lang ang gusto mo, and nagiging uncomfortable ka with what he's doing. you're partnered already nga kasi. make that clear to him. and hindi ka na din pala kumportable with that "sweetness" he's doing. better tell him that.--
anyway about the pic.... dildo! *hanap hanap* ha? no, i think it's not a dildo or a fleshlight/fleshjack. di ba pantanggal yun ng mga himulmol sa polo's and coats? ay teka, yung kulay blue ba yung tinutukoy n'yo? pero pwede na din yan, lagyan nalang ng lube!! wahahaha chos :D
@ justin & sin at work
ReplyDeleteUnhealthy kasi.. ayan I forgot the issue na haha. Ngayon lang uli nakapagblog ng matino. Kaya ko siguro nasabi 'yun kasi instead of building a friendship with him, parang nagiging inis 'yung nabubuo. Nagiging masama tuloy akong bata dahil sa kanya hehe. Saka sa parte niya, nagiging masyado na siyang sensitive. Klaro naman sa kanya lahat eversince na hindi ako kumportable sa sweetness niya at may partner na ako.